Often, Ariel wondered who he had become. Whenever he peered at a mirror, he could not help but wonder if that was actually him. He was almost convinced it was someone else. He would surely believe that another was looking at him had not he known it was an improbable possibility. Still, he found it hard to believe that the same gleeful child was looking at him with sullen and resentful hazel eyes. Where had those bright, innocent orbs gone? How had it been replaced with the dull eyes that lay before him. Where was the smile which had always adorn the forever flying child? When had it become so cruel, so twisted? When had that sweet smile been replaced with a devilish smirk? Though he longed to remember, he could not pinpoint where the change had occurred. Perhaps he had always been like that. Perhaps he had just never noticed. No, that could not be. He could recall happier days where his smile was genuine. So when had the change occurred?
A bitter and hollow laughter followed those curious thoughts. Who was he kidding? He had never been happy or content. Those smiles had always been faux. Beneath them there had always been a will to explore. To discover something totally new, outside the small, poor, little village which he knew as home. He had been selfish and an utter fool. To want anything new besides the happy life that had been given to him? What an ungrateful kid he had been. An utterly stupid one. For him to think that another life would be far better. To be so naive. How wrong those wants would prove themselves to be. For now, he could not even fake a happy smile before being called on. It was far easy to read his smiles. They were full of cold, chilling remorse. It made people pity him. And... he did not want anyone's pity. After all, pity was for the weak.
Though men disliked him, he could not be bothered. If people hated him, why would he care? Honestly, Ariel liked it that way. If people hated him it meant they would (usually) leave him alone and he enjoyed that lonely sort of peace. It wasn't like he was actually yearning for company or anything! He wasn't! Sure it did get a bit old with those cold stares and sure he was tired of them but that did not mean he was lonely. By no means! He wasn't lying to himself! He was definitely content keeping to himself. It was better if they left him alone. Better for both parties, honestly. He could never become attached to anyone. Ariel knew better than to allow himself to trust another so freely as he once did. No, he could not even allow himself to trust with caution. Humans were such flighty creatures. They often turned their back against others and were very indecisive. It was far too easy for them to even betray their closest friends. Such selfish creatures they were, only out for themselves. That was why he refused to trust himself or other people. Neither could not be trusted to not betray him. After all, both were too selfish not to.
Ariel rose his head towards the tree's leaves overhead. A couple of leaves fell down and rested daintily on Ariel. One landed perfectly on the top of his head. It was swiftly flicked off by him. He leaned back again, his back resting on the trunk of a tree. Empty, hazel eyes disappeared, replaced with dark, long eyelashes. He had actually been planning on working on his magical skills but he was currently enjoying resting his head peacefully against the bark. It wasn't like he was committing a crime by doing so! Besides, he was exhausted. He had been spending so much energy completing jobs for money that he had forgotten to take a break. He felt too heavy to do anything other than sleep. So for now he would take a quick nap. Nobody would mind, and even if someone did, Ariel could care less. He was tired and nobody could protest against him! He really needed his sleep!
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A bitter and hollow laughter followed those curious thoughts. Who was he kidding? He had never been happy or content. Those smiles had always been faux. Beneath them there had always been a will to explore. To discover something totally new, outside the small, poor, little village which he knew as home. He had been selfish and an utter fool. To want anything new besides the happy life that had been given to him? What an ungrateful kid he had been. An utterly stupid one. For him to think that another life would be far better. To be so naive. How wrong those wants would prove themselves to be. For now, he could not even fake a happy smile before being called on. It was far easy to read his smiles. They were full of cold, chilling remorse. It made people pity him. And... he did not want anyone's pity. After all, pity was for the weak.
Though men disliked him, he could not be bothered. If people hated him, why would he care? Honestly, Ariel liked it that way. If people hated him it meant they would (usually) leave him alone and he enjoyed that lonely sort of peace. It wasn't like he was actually yearning for company or anything! He wasn't! Sure it did get a bit old with those cold stares and sure he was tired of them but that did not mean he was lonely. By no means! He wasn't lying to himself! He was definitely content keeping to himself. It was better if they left him alone. Better for both parties, honestly. He could never become attached to anyone. Ariel knew better than to allow himself to trust another so freely as he once did. No, he could not even allow himself to trust with caution. Humans were such flighty creatures. They often turned their back against others and were very indecisive. It was far too easy for them to even betray their closest friends. Such selfish creatures they were, only out for themselves. That was why he refused to trust himself or other people. Neither could not be trusted to not betray him. After all, both were too selfish not to.
Ariel rose his head towards the tree's leaves overhead. A couple of leaves fell down and rested daintily on Ariel. One landed perfectly on the top of his head. It was swiftly flicked off by him. He leaned back again, his back resting on the trunk of a tree. Empty, hazel eyes disappeared, replaced with dark, long eyelashes. He had actually been planning on working on his magical skills but he was currently enjoying resting his head peacefully against the bark. It wasn't like he was committing a crime by doing so! Besides, he was exhausted. He had been spending so much energy completing jobs for money that he had forgotten to take a break. He felt too heavy to do anything other than sleep. So for now he would take a quick nap. Nobody would mind, and even if someone did, Ariel could care less. He was tired and nobody could protest against him! He really needed his sleep!
Word Count: 705/500 words