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Name: Menat Firdaus
Country Affiliation: Reim
Race: Fanalis
Tier: D
Class: Warrior
Age + Birthdate: Physically 15 yeears old: actually 5 years old/Birthday 01-03
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Currently undeveloped

The most unique feature of Menat's personality is that, despite having been raised without her father in her life, she is a complete and utter "Daddy's girl". Doing whatever she can to, as she believes, make her father proud. Wherever he is. Of course this doesn't mean that she doesn't love her mother. On the contrary she seems to hold her mother as one of the most important things in her life. The difference, however, is that while she at least knew where her mother was the absence of her father and the longing for what she lacked has developed her feelings for him to be something stronger. In addition to her views on her mother and father, Menat has come to see Bast as an older sister of sorts, having been raised by her father's former companion in her mother's absence. She was always aware that the woman was not related to her in any way beyond this connection but still this is the bond they've developed.

Beyond these aspects of her personality Menat is, in every essence, a complete and total tomboy. Never bothering to keep her hair combed or tidy, instead choosing to let it remain spiky and unkempt with the belief that it will only get to such a state once more with how active she is. Additionally she lacks any hesitation when it comes to getting injured or dirty, often obtaining scrapes, cuts and bruises in addition to dirt during her training and sparring.

As far as her mental aspects are concerned Menat is, for all concerns, a young girl of the age of five. Because of this she tends to be more excitable than most 15 year olds. She's seen as energenic and lively most of the time. She has her moods when she can be grumpy or throw fits. Her control over her Fanalis temper is lacking as well, often resulting in her making rash actions despite her or anyone else's better judgements.


  • Her Mother: With her mother being her only remaining blood relative Menat has developed a strong protective bond towards her mother and wants to make sure she doesn't lose her as well.
  • Food: Specifically snacks. Menat is almost always seen with some form of snack in her mouth, from fruit like apples and fruit slices to sweets.


  • Arrogance: Arrogent people leave a bad taste in Menat mouth, a trait she unknowingly shares with her father.
  • Bitter foods: Yet another trait she shares unknowingly with her father. Despite the fact that she's almost always snacking Menat tends to despise bitter foods and drinks, often opting for sweet or savory as her first choice.


  • Learning about her father: Having been raised mainly by Bast and later her mother, Menat knows virtually nothing about her father. She often finds herself wondering what he was like, what he had done. What happened to him. Eventually she plans to find out all she can about him.
  • Gaining her own Djinn: With the knowledge of her mother's capturing of a dungeon and gaining a Djinn of her own Menat wants nothing more than to earn a Djinn of her her own as well.


  • The death of her mother or Bast: With her mother being her only living parent and Bast having raised her for the first several years of her live Menat is impossibly terrified of losing either one or even both of them. Even the prospect of either of them being injured or hurt is enough to cause her to panic.
  • Disappointing her parents: Now that Menat is able to travel with and assist her mother she finds that she holds herself to a far stricter ideal than her mother actually seems to. Failing to meet her own standards makes her feel like she's of no help to her loved ones and by result feels as if she's disappointed them.

Face-Claim: Kyoko Sakura - Madoka Magica
Hair Color: Red
Eye Color: Red
Height: 34kg (75lbs)
Weight: 127cm (4'5")

Menat's physique is a rather special situation. Initially she was only a girl of about five years old and even then she was somewhat small in stature for her race. Taking after her father in this regard she hasn't exactly become an amazon by any means since going through her rapid development into a teenager. Able to pass for a typical human in height and size, despite her spiky and unkempt crimson hair and crimson eyes. In addition Menat seems to further take after her father in physical appearance in the way of her skin tone which comes across as lighter than her mother's.

Menat's style of clothing, as influenced by Bast's raising and training her, optimizes mobility and freedom of movement. As a result she tends to wear clothes that lack in sleeves, opting for a set of bicep length white gloves with black cuffs on her wrists, and favors skirts as to keep the movements of her arms and legs less restricted. In addition to wearing mostly skirts Menat has taken to wearing a pair of black leather leggings under them as to keep her modesty (and warmth). Her primary attire seems to consist mostly of crimson and gold colored clothing with white frills. Lastly are her boots, which come up to her knees and share the same color scheme as the rest of her outfit. In addition to all of this are her accessories. A simple black ribbon is used to keep her long hair tied back into a ponytail and a brown cloak like object is kept wrapped around her neck and shoulders until needed.

Rukh Alignment: White
Special Features:
Due to an accident involving the breaking of her father's Shard of Solomon Menat has been physically aged to 15 years old.

A young girl born of the Fanalis pairing of Endolf and Merrze. Left behind in Reim and raised by Bast, Endolf's former subordinate and most trusted ally, before her parents went their separate ways and left Reim with their own goals. While raised by Bast Menat was taught her basic skills of things such as speaking, writing and so forth. In addition to all of this, once she was old enough, Bast began to groom her in the ways of combat as well. At first she began teaching Menat in a style similar to that of her father's ways of fighting but found it to be too complicated and advanced for a girl as young as Menat. This realization lead her to shifting her teaching style so that Menat would learn in a manner similar to how her mother fought. At least as far as Bast was aware of how Merrze fought anyway.

Often Menat would spend her nights staring at what Bast had told her to be a memento of her father, a small crystal-like shard he had left her in addition to a large area of cloth that she seemed to not understand the meaning of. She would often fantasize about her father whenever she did. About what he looked like, how he acted, if he would praise her for her hard work or how she was growing up like Bast often did. She would often have the same thoughts of the mother she barely knew as well. Unlike her father however Bast at least knew Merrze had traveled to another country and was able to share at least that much information with Menat during her youth.

Things would take a rather unexpected turn one night as Menat slept, clutching her father's crystal. It was a restless sleep, one that caused her to toss and turn and squeeze her father's memento tighter as she dreamed. A small panic had overtaken her that night, nightmares of not knowing about her parents, if they were harmed or even worse. The voices in her head telling her that it was because she was so small. So young and inexperienced that she was forced to stay away from her parents. She could only remember in her dreams how she would think that if she was older she could change all of that.

When Bast came to wake her the next morning they both found her to be hanging off the various edges of her bed, now far larger in size than it was originally intended to contain. During the investigation of Menat and her bed the two found her father's crystal, shattered into small fragments along the floor by the head of her bed. Whatever had caused it Menat had aged into her early teenage years during the middle of the night. Despite having seemingly lost close to ten years of her life over the course of a single night Menat was actually thrilled about the outcome. She had been given what she wanted. She was older, she would be able to leave Reim behind and search out her parents. She could now stay by their sides, helping them and protecting them. In almost no time she would have Bast training her, getting her accustomed to her new form and properly able to fight with it.

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Eventually Endolf decided that it was too annoying to continue standing with his injured leg and took a seat in the grass before the white haired woman. Merrze would ask him what made him say what he did. She seemed to try and make it seem less painful of a question by following up with a comment about how she liked him but was simply certain he had hated her. The redhead would bring his hand up to his crimson hair with a sigh as he began rubbing the back of his head. He had a feeling that she would ask that kind of question and her reasoning wasn’t that far off either.

“Well, you aren’t wrong.” He momentarily paused as he began trying to figure out just exactly how he should best word his response. “I guess it makes more sense like this. I hated you but in the wrong way, for the wrong reasons.” He’d remove his hand from his head to look up at her. “I realized I didn’t “truly” hate you. I….”blew up” recently. Again. It made me realize that all these years was nothing more than me throwing a tantrum. I spent the whole night after thinking about that realization and I came to the conclusion that I was upset with you because I loved you. I got mad and angry and hated you more because that sense of love towards you made it hurt even more for me when you’d disappear or hurt me.”

The boy would take a breath and finally break his gaze away from the woman above him.

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  • Primary - Warrior - C-Tier
  • Secondary -
  • Tertiary -


Fanalis Physiology:

Trait Name: Fanalis Physiology
Trait Tier: -
Trait Requirement: Fanalis Race
Trait Description: Members of this fearsome race possess strength and speed beyond compare.
Trait Effect:

  • Physical Strength is above the average human's and increases with each rank up.

    • D-tier: The character can now lift large boulders twice their size with ease and deal C-tier damage with their physical strength alone.
    • C-tier: The character can now perform feats just as breaking down walls and large stone structures with their bare hands and deal B-tier damage with their physical strength alone.
    • B-tier: The character can now bend steel and shatter iron with their bare hands and deal A-tier damage with their physical strength alone.
    • A-tier: The character can now fell a castle wall with a single punch. Lifting up giant creatures or structures is child's play. The still deal A-tier damage with their physical strength alone.

  • Movement speed is above the average human's and increases with each rank up.

    • D-tier: The character can now sprint as fast as a horse and can maintain these speeds for several minutes.
    • C-tier: The character can now outrun most mounts and maintain their speed for an hour.
    • B-tier: The character can now move like a blur across short distances and move fast enough to run along walls.
    • A-tier: The character can now cover short gaps in an instant with a single step.(Costs 10 stamina)

  • Access to the "Fanalis Roar" racial ability.

Born to be Guardian:
Trait Name:  Born to be Guardian
Trait Tier: Ω-Tier
Trait Requirement: SOS Trait
Trait Description: Through the desire of wishing to seek out, and protect her parents hers along with the power of the Solomon shard the user gained access to this new trait. Their body was aged in order to be able to access their full strength.  Manifesting the will to protect to act as a barrier for those that the user so desires.
Trait Effect: The user gains the ability to project a barrier upon themselves or a parental figure which can block up to A-tier damage. If projecting on another person they must be within eyesight of the target. If the barrier gets destroyed it is put on a 5 post cool down before it maybe used again.

Enhanced Magoi:
Trait Name:Enhanced Magoi
Trait Tier: B
Trait Requirement: -
Trait Description: Blessed by the rukh, the player has an unnaturally large pool of magoi to draw from.
Trait Effect: +60 Max Magoi

Enhanced Stamina:
Trait Name: Enhanced Stamina
Trait Tier: D
Trait Requirement: -
Trait Description: Through training or good genes, the character possesses an unnaturally large pool of stamina to draw from.
Trait Effect: +25 Max Stamina


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D-tier Abilities
Tier: D-Tier
Class: Warrior
Type: Defensive
Range: Close to medium
Requirements/Drawbacks: A polearm-type weapon, ability to move her arms
Scaling: Duration
Sustain: 0
Cool Down: 1 post
Cost: 10 stamina + 5 to sustain

    Using the shaft of her spear, or any polearm-type weapon Menat is able to get her hands on, Menat proceeds to strike at her target in the form of either smashing the shaft against her target or driving the bottom end of the weapon into them, or an oncoming attack, allowing her to cancel an oncoming attack of D-tier or lower.

Tier: D-Tier
Class: Warrior
Type: Offensive
Range: Short to medium
Requirements/Drawbacks: A spear-like weapon and the ability to thrust it forward
Scaling: Damage
Sustain: 9
Cool Down: 1 post
Cost: 10 stamina + 5 to sustain

    A basic technique of any spear user. Menat takes her spear and thrusts it forward to stab her target with the weapon's point to deal D-tier piercing damage.

Tier: D-Tier
Class: Warrior
Type: Offensive
Range: Medium
Requirements/Drawbacks: A bladed weapon, the ability to swing it
Scaling: Damage
Sustain: 0
Cool Down: 1 post
Cost: 10 stamina + 5 to sustain

    Typically used with her spear Menat performs a slashing movement focused on the bladed tip in order to cut her target and deal D-tier slashing damage. As a generic type of attack Menat is able to use this with any bladed weapon she can get her hands on should she be unable to use her spear.

Tier: D-Tier
Class: Warrior
Type: Defensive
Range: Close
Requirements/Drawbacks: A polearm type weapon, the ability to spin it
Scaling: Damage absorbed
Sustain: 0
Cool Down: 1 post
Cost: 10 stamina + 5 to sustain

    Using her spear, or any other polearm Menat happens to be able to use at the moment, she preceeds to rotate the weapon in her hands. Spinning the weapon in front, at her side or above her in order to create a temporary wall in order to block or parry an oncoming attack of D-tier or lower.

C-tier Abilities
Fanalis Roar:

Fanalis Roar
Tier: C
Specialization: Fanalis Racial
Type: Supplementary
Range: Short(3m)
Requirements/Drawbacks: User must inhale a deep breath before roaring.
Scaling: AoE
Sustain: -
Cool Down: 2 posts
Cost: -

    After taking a deep breath, the fanalis lets out a mighty roar to stun and intimidate enemies. The enemy does not suffer any actual paralysis, however, the noise is loud enough to cause pain and will stagger foes using basic actions or lower ranked abilities.

Tier: C-Tier
Class: Warrior
Type: Defensive
Range: Close
Requirements/Drawbacks: Free movement of her arms, access to a polearm-like weapon and the room to move itaround.
Scaling: Number of attacks blocked
Sustain: 0
Cool Down: 2 post
Cost: 20 stamina + 10 stamina to sustain

    Typically used with her own personal spear, Menat takes a polearm-type weapon and proceeds to swing it around her. Using the weapon's general length she creates a kind of protective shell around her as she swings it around, allowing it to do things like roll across her body. With this she can block up to C-tier level attacks.

B-tier Abilities

A-tier Abilities

Omega-tier Abilities

Beast Abilities

Djinn Related Abilities

Social Abilities

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Name: Piercer
Tier: D Tier
Type: Spear
Material: Iron and silver head and wooden shaft
Appearance: A simple, gold colored wooden staff that leads up to a diamond shaped tip. Set in the diamond shape is a similar shaped red crystal. Extending out of the diamond shaped end is two large pieces of metal, the outer layer a traditional silver steel while the inner layer is a red colored iron. The blade head of the spear comes in at about 55cm )or 22 inches) and spans about 25cm (or 10 inches) at its widest point. The shaft of the spear lengthens out to roughly 182cm (or 6 feet) and is roughly 16cm in diameter.


Halloween Candy:

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Name: Halloween Candy
Tier: A-tier
Material: Sugar
Description: Sweet treats to delight those who have worked hard. Use in a thread and after exiting share in staff notifications to get an additional 10 xp for each post made by your character in the thread. No cap on the amount of xp.

Journey Book:

Name: Journey Book
Type: Notebooks
Magic Type: Communication [Light + Clairvoyance]
Appearance: A set of two leather-bound journals filled with pages.

  • The two notebooks are linked using a combination of Clairvoyance magic, which communicates the message from one book to the other, and Light magic, which gives the illusion of the other notebook receiving the message. Can be used to communicate over vast distances. Anything written in one book will “appear” in the other book.

*This does not take up any of your item/weapon slots
Menat has access to 2 separate books. One to communicate with Merrze and one to communicate with Dalia.


Magic Items

Flying Carpet:

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Item Name: Flying Carpet
Tier: A
Type: Magic Item
A magical flying carpet that allows the user to soar through the sky. It measures 2 meters in width, 3 in length, and about 20cm in terms of thickness, making it quite flexible.

  • This magical carpet gives a 25% word count reduction on traveling topics.
  • The carpet can fly at great speeds equivalent to an A-tier flight spell, up to a height of 60 meters. The carpet can hold up to 5 people at a time before being weighed down. This function is free in social situations but costs magoi to be used in combat or when under attack. 10 magoi to activate | 5 to sustain.

Nature's Scorn:

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Name: Natures Scorn
Tier: B
Type: Weapon [Spear]
Magic Type: Life
Appearance: The spear is 2m long including the blade, which on its own is 36 centimeters long and 10 centimeters wide. The body seems to be made up of a sturdy wood leading up to the blade with vines wrapping around. The appearing to resemble a thorn in appearance.

  • Piercing growth - When the user invests magoi into the spear the next thing the spear is stabbed into causes a trail of thorns 3m long and 1m in height to extend forward dealing B-tier damage to whatever it pierces. If the spear is stabbed into a living thing the thorns grow from that limb damaging it by growing from them. 10 magoi to activate | 5 magoi to sustain.

Hand of the Stream:

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Name: Hand of the Stream
Tier: C
Type: Magic Tool - Gauntlet
Magic Type:  Water
Appearance: A 30cm gauntlet with a magic circle on the palm.

  • River Dance - Feeding magoi into the tool causes a high pressure current of water to envelope the weapon in its grip, the user is then able to shoot the high pressure water off their weapon up to 10m away in a 3m crescent shape, dealing C-Tier water damage. 10 magoi to activate | 5 to sustain.

Molten Strike:

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Name: Molten Strike
Tier: B
Type: Magic Weapon - Whip
Magic Type: Lava [Heat + Strength]
Appearance: This whip has a 66cm handle made of cooled molten rock and has two 2 meter long “strings” seemingly constructed of lava, capable of inflicting B-tier damage with its strike. The magic circle can be found inscribed on the handle.

  • Heated Control – Feeding magoi into the whip will cause the handle to wrap around the users fist and temporarily allow them to control it as if it were apart of their own body. 10 magoi to activate | 5 to sustain.

Herald's Glaive:

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Name: The Herald's Glaive
Tier: C-tier
Type: Magic Weapon - Guisarme Glaive
Magic Type: Asura [Heat + Ice  + Life]
Appearance: a 2 meter tall glaive made from wood with metal ornaments and a leather handle wrapped with red cord. The blade is .5 meter long with glowing etchings that depict an apocalypse that is yet to come.

  • The Heralds Call- By filling the glaive with magoi it will suddenly create two ravens made from asura magic. They are only 66 cm in length with a wingspan of 1.6 meters. One is majorly fire and the other is majorly ice, they each do D-tier basic attack damage, last for three posts, and are capable of talking.

Decaying Blade:

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Name: Decaying Blade
Magic Type:Anti-Life
Appearance:A pure black steel blade with a bone hilt. On the blade is a magic circle that glows green when Magoi is fed into the blade. The blade is 30 CM long, 0.2 CM thick, and 3CM wide. The bone hilt covers 10 CM of the blade.

  • -When Magoi is fed into the blade the magic circle glows green, when it glows whatever the blade cuts if infected with anti-life magic. Cuts with the blade applies C tier damage which applies a decaying effect killing the cells where the cut happened. It cost 10 Magoi to be active and 5 to sustain.

Molten Menace:

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Name: Molten Menace
Tier: B-tier
Type: Magic Sword
Magic Type: Lava [Heat + Strength]

  • Molten Thorn- For 10 magoi | 5 magoi to sustain the user flings a ball of magma up to 25m which upon impact solidifies forward into the shape of a spike 3m long  .5m wide which does B-tier damage on impact.

Shard of Solomon:

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Description: A shard of crystallized fate. When broken, it allows the will of the user to somehow influence their fate. Please see the Shard Systems Page for more information.
Amount: 3

Halloween Mask:

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Name: Mask of Mischeif
Tier: Social Item
Type: Magic Mask
Magic Type: Night [Clairovoyance + Light + Strength]
Appearance: Taking the form of a full or half mask the mask of mischief can take many forms. Looking like that of creature or monster from myth it sets on someone's face with a strap to attach the object to the back of someone's head.

  • Dress up- For 10 magoi to activate | 5 magoi to sustain the user covers themself in nightmare magic taking the form of a monster, the strong magic giving them its shape and form.

Double XP:
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Amount: 0
Double Huang:
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Amount: 0
Item Upgrade Discount:
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Amount: 1
Black Friday Discount:
Amount: 1

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Akane Shinjo:

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Name: Shinjo Akane
Tier: C-tier
Damage Required to Defeat: C-tier
Description: A Kunoichi dressed in purple and red. Wielding a kunai with a cocky demeanor and an ambitious mind. Her moderate yet powerful frame is decorated by her clothes which hides her weapons. Being new into the ninja world she wishes to grow in the arts of subterfuge and spying. Despite her tone she has much to learn, and much to offer as she grows.
Weapons: Kunai, gunpowder bombs
Trait Name: Ninja Stealth
Trait Tier: C-tier
Trait Requirement: Ninja training
Trait Description: This Npc is trained in the art of stealth giving them the ability to hide in high density areas.
Trait Effect: This NPC can disguise themselves or hide from NPC and players alike with costumes or paint hiding them in the woods or urban society.

Trait Name: Growing Kunoichi
Trait Tier: C-tier
Trait Requirement: Plot Trait
Trait Description: This ninja provides cover while growing in their chance to become a better ninja.
Trait Effect:This npc can allow for their user to escape combat in one post while the npc is stuck around for a single post. After completing three threads involving spying, or the npc performing other ninja related tasks the npc can be upgraded to B-tier.

  • Kunai Blitz- The npc dashes forward 15m slashing with their Kunai dealing D-tier damage, while then dashing back the same distance dealing D-tier damage again.

  • Cold Steel- Leaping in an arc 15m the user rains down kunais in a 3m diameter sphere doing C-tier damage

  • Burning Iron- Throwing a bomb 30m forward the user does damage in the form of sizzling burns. The paper bomb explodes in a 3m diameter shooting burning shrapnel and gunpowder which does B-tier damage.

  • Blinding Escape- The user throws down a smoke bomb creating a 4m in diameter smoke sphere that lingers for 2 posts obscuring the vision of those who try to look through it, providing cover to escape.


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Dungeon Beasts

Spriggan King:
Trait Name: Spriggan King Physiology
Trait Tier: -
Trait Requirement: Spriggan King Race
Trait Description: This creature has the ability to regenerate the damage done to its body and grows like weeds. A physical manifestation of nature this is a fearsome creature.
Trait Effect:
[*]Lost limbs have the ability to be regrown outside of threads by writing like you would for an A-tier item.

[*]No damage is fatal to the spriggan unless it is beheaded or it’s body has been set ablaze burning it to ash.

[*]Fire related attacks do a tier higher in damage to spriggans. Fire attacks also have the ability to spread over the entire limb if they are struck.

[*]Has a bark skin protecting their body, acting as an A-tier shield in durability, must be broken before damage can hurt the player.

[*]For the cost of 20 magoi the spriggan can create a forest around itself 20m in diameter, they may use this forest using 10 stamina to replace limbs with parts of plants. They may also instead make the forest grow through them and grow to be 20m in size.

[*]Has Magician magoi/stamina pools

Living Statue:
Trait Name: Living Statue Physiology
Trait Tier: -
Trait Requirement: Living Statue Race
Trait Description: Seemingly made completely out of stone this creature durable, impenetrable and immovable.
Trait Effect:
[*]With a strong and durable body the living reduces all physical attacks by one tier and is unaffected by poisons or other biological attacks. (This excludes mental attacks)

[*]When standing still the player becomes immovable by any force that is less than A-tier in power, this includes magical tools, spells, items, abilities, etc.

[*]Entire body is treated as a B-tier blunt weapon, applied through basic attacks, dropping on players or being thrown into them.

[*]B-tier damage or lower can be repaired for 10 stamina and a source of rock or earth.

[*]Keep original magoi/stamina pools


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