Memory Lane [Fanalis Corps Training]

Merrze took in a deep breath of air as the open fields before her captivated that sense of freedom that she loved so much. The area was so open and the air felt so crisp and enjoyable. She felt the air roll over and across her caressing her body, spreading the feeling all over her, it felt nice and it relaxed the girl in all honesty, she felt like she wanted to test herself, she had all this space to move around in, it would be good for the girl to get some training done, she had been on leave from the fanalis corps for awhile but she had been making sure to keep up on her training, after all it was something that she couldn't slack on, the white haired girl had to make sure that her body was always toned and ready for combat.

She had streched her body making sure it was limber, they were an important activity when it came to physical work so she made sure to always make sure she was properly ready when she trained so that her body would be able to get stronger as fast as possible and so as to that she wouldn't hurt herself. Though she didn't think that she would strain herself too much with todays specfic training exercise, there wasn't much to do in an open plain besides basic drills and stuff so today would be more of a training for the mind and such, she need to get control at properly her thoughs, it had been awhile since her tragic encounter with Remus and that her hair was turned white from the tragic incident, she had done training with facing her past but she needed to get better at accepting it.

The fanalis after she had finished stretching she decided she would do some light physical exercise as she was trying to think things out in her head. After all movement was good for her though process, and being in the vast empty plain with no distracting sounds would allow her to concentrate on nothing but what what is on her mind. She started to move her body in simple movements which seemed like it was dancing but it was infact just simple meditation techniques that moved the body causing the blood to circulate and focus on the thoughts that were occupying her mind, soon tey would start to rush in and what she felt and saw would eventually be consumed by her thoughts. She moved with the wind, it felt as if she was becoming one with it and then slowly the thoughts of her past started to flow in to her mind, they might eventually overwhelm the girl eventually but that was the point of this training, to see how much she could handle and how well she would be able to deal with it.

The surroundings started to blend in with the images of her past that covered her eyes, soon the greenery and grassy was gone replaced by a dirty, busy slum that was busy with people, it smelled bad and it was extremely noisy reminding her over how bad it was but for some reason the white haired girled showed a smile after all, it was her home town the place she had been raised, of course she was able to remember well enough to were it felt as if she was actually there. She looked around and she noticed what seemed to be a young version of herself and her childhood bestfriend, they were running around playing. IT was something she rarely go to do since most of the time the two of them were stealing food or some other sort of act to keep themselves alive.

As they ran around she was reminded of what day she was currently experinceing of her past, this was of course the day she and the other girl were seperated, the day when the black spiders had taken away everything she had just because she seemed like a good target, she would keep reliving the memory watch it play before her until it was completly over. Before she knew it the younger verison of the fanalis had started to move so the fanalis followed watching things unfold before her like a story.

The lioness followed the two young girls down an alley where they were soon confronted bya group of men, normally they would be able to handle them but since they were full grown they were seemingly overpowered. The warrior looked in horro of the memory as her friend was being forceful tied up, drugged so she couldn't move then forced into a sack for easier carrying, as the terrible memory had started to become too strong the Colonel could feel herself being pulled back into the real world, soon the terrible scenery had faded back into the plains, she was suprised she was able to make it to the kidnapping but Merrze stilll had a lot more of progress to go and didn't plan on stopping there, the white haired warrior planned on training until she was able to face everything like it was nothing.

The girl with the lion tail slowly took deep breaths trying to snap back into the moment deciding that the traaining was good and she would practice relieveing that memory and would try to come up with a solution. She laid down on the grass, the fanalis lloked up towards the sky thinking about the memory for a bit, she wondered if they would've been eventually kidnapped even if they had avoided that area and went straight back to the place that they were staying. None of that mattered though, she had trained how strong her mental fortitude was, the fanalis still had much longer to go but that was okay. As she took in the comfort of the blue sky she closed her eyes allowing herself to fall asleep were the warrior would most likely see her troubles again for her to fight.