Adamus offered Azix a weak smile when the man attempted to salvage his actions, telling Ariella that he had helped them. While sending Carmen for help had, indeed, helped the lightning mage, the look on his daughter’s face clearly showed she had heard his confession. He had never seen her so angry, practically able to see the lightning she was aligned with dancing in her golden hues. When Garret went to leave the room, he noticed Azix turned his back to offer them privacy but did not leave. When he looked down at their entwined hands, he saw that Ella’s knuckles were white, she was gripping the other magician’s fingers so tightly.
Ariella refused to release Azix hand and when Garret suggested leaving her and Adamus alone, her grip became almost painful. Right now, Azix was her tether to reality. Ari called out to Garret before he left, shaking her head at his words.
“Do not leave. You all need to hear… what happened.”
She took a deep breath, gathering her thoughts as her mind still raced to filter through all of the information since her captivity. With a soft sigh, she slumped slightly, tugging Azix closer as she began explaining.
“A few weeks ago, I approached King Lagi about investigating the assassinations. I wanted to know what had happened to my mother. He gave me permission to look into them, and also offered the resources at his disposal. I immediately made arrangements to ensure I would not endanger those closest to me… to us…” She gave Azix a sad smile, letting him know she was referring to the Grumptoes, unsure of how much he had revealed to Garret about the children. “Once all of that was settled, I began looking for anyone that would be able to assist me in the investigation. Father insisted on being involved, and we managed to stumble across Carmen. Se provided information on some of the better-known assassins and we began looking into things.”
She paused, the potion was still working its wonders in healing her, but simply the topic was enough to give her reason to pause, let alone her knitting injuries. The longer without the fever, the more clearly she could remember what had happened.
“I decided to shadow the Council members, since they had been a previous target. First was Wei Tenji. That was when we were able to narrow down who the assassins were. Lilly was there… she.. oh god, she had painted a classroom in blood, the walls, the floors, even on the ceiling, there was blood everywhere. I… I froze. I could not believe someone so young, so small… could… that she could possibly be a killer. She attacked me and I did not know what to do. She broke my borg, and managed to get a few decent cuts in on me before I got out of the classroom. After that, I resolved to get stronger, to be more decisive in my actions. I could not let her put all those children at risk!”
She ran a thumb over Azix’ knuckles, keeping herself as calm as possible, trying to order her thoughts more clearly for the men in the room.
“Not long after that, a friend came to me in need of a healer, her friend had broken his leg in a cave. I went with her and discovered Jahan, a boy that owned a shop I had met once before, with a broken leg. And… he had discovered a dungeon! After healing him, I thought about how I needed… more… I needed more power, more skill, to be able to deal with Lilly and Father, so I followed Jahan into the dungeon. It taught me a lot… but, it did not give me what I needed, I guess. I continued my investigation, keeping my father in the dark about the dangers. I did not want him interfering and if I failed, I did not want to disappoint him again. I tried to keep Carmen up to date, even though I did not fully trust her. And then shit hit the fan.”
This was the part she would struggle with the most, detailing her confinement. She took another deep breath, ashamed of herself for falling into enemy hands so easily.
“I was shadowing Elric, we went to visit the port towns. On the way back from Portsmouth, I kept falling asleep. I had not been sleeping much, so I did not think anything of it. As we neared Remano, I passed out again and when I woke up, I was tied to a chair, stripped of all my weapons, my wand, everything magical at my disposal. It was then I found out what had happened to mother. She… she had followed Lilly into the hidden passage, thought she was a lost child. And Lilly… she… oh, fuck, she killed her and it was horrible. They made me watch, every second of it. And then, then everything got… crazy. Elric kept putting up illusions and my mind, it was fuzzy… hazy. Something was not right. But he showed me… he showed me visions of myself, killing people. Killing my family, my friends, the children. Everyone I held dear to me. They tried to convince me that I was the one responsible for everything. And through it all, they kept me restrained and defenseless. I drifted in and out of consciousness. And then one day, I woke up, and I was on the floor… free! And Lilly was there and I remembered my resolution. I would not let her endanger anyone, ever again.”
She looked to Adamus, her teary eyes sparking with anger.
“That was what you walked in on, Father. That was what you were going to KILL me over! You believed HIM… over your own daughter! I was so weak, I was crawling on the floor, dragging myself to try and end that threat and your immediate reaction was to kill me! I was at his mercy for I don’t even know how long, but more than a few minutes, so I had an excuse to be broken and confused. You walked in and… HOW COULD YOU?!?!? I know I am a disappointment to the family, but I did not think you so eager to be rid of me!”
She was panting in anger, those years of feeling like she would never accomplish anything, that she would always disappoint, would be the black sheep of the Negri family, crashing in. Some part of her mind recognized that the set-up Elric had in place had made the situation look dire and her father’s reaction had been in the heat of the moment, but the hurt would not be ignored.
“I may one day find it in me to forgive you, but I will never forget that you were about to kill me. I want you to leave. Now. I cannot stand the thought that my own father was about to take my life.”
Adamus’ face was a flurry of emotions through the tale and the words at the end made his throat lock up. She was right. He had almost killed her. He did not know how to handle that, how to process he had nearly taken her life. If it had not been for the other two men in the room, he would have succeeded. Hanging his head in shame, he accepted her berating words. Glancing to Azix and Garret, he would offer quiet words.
“I thank you two for coming when you did. You both saved my daughter’s life. Ella… I… Saying I am sorry is not enough. But one day, I hope you might be able to forgive. I… I am sorry.”
With those words, he brushed past Garret to leave the room, leaning against the wall outside to gather himself. It would not do for anyone to see him break down in tears.
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Ariella refused to release Azix hand and when Garret suggested leaving her and Adamus alone, her grip became almost painful. Right now, Azix was her tether to reality. Ari called out to Garret before he left, shaking her head at his words.
“Do not leave. You all need to hear… what happened.”
She took a deep breath, gathering her thoughts as her mind still raced to filter through all of the information since her captivity. With a soft sigh, she slumped slightly, tugging Azix closer as she began explaining.
“A few weeks ago, I approached King Lagi about investigating the assassinations. I wanted to know what had happened to my mother. He gave me permission to look into them, and also offered the resources at his disposal. I immediately made arrangements to ensure I would not endanger those closest to me… to us…” She gave Azix a sad smile, letting him know she was referring to the Grumptoes, unsure of how much he had revealed to Garret about the children. “Once all of that was settled, I began looking for anyone that would be able to assist me in the investigation. Father insisted on being involved, and we managed to stumble across Carmen. Se provided information on some of the better-known assassins and we began looking into things.”
She paused, the potion was still working its wonders in healing her, but simply the topic was enough to give her reason to pause, let alone her knitting injuries. The longer without the fever, the more clearly she could remember what had happened.
“I decided to shadow the Council members, since they had been a previous target. First was Wei Tenji. That was when we were able to narrow down who the assassins were. Lilly was there… she.. oh god, she had painted a classroom in blood, the walls, the floors, even on the ceiling, there was blood everywhere. I… I froze. I could not believe someone so young, so small… could… that she could possibly be a killer. She attacked me and I did not know what to do. She broke my borg, and managed to get a few decent cuts in on me before I got out of the classroom. After that, I resolved to get stronger, to be more decisive in my actions. I could not let her put all those children at risk!”
She ran a thumb over Azix’ knuckles, keeping herself as calm as possible, trying to order her thoughts more clearly for the men in the room.
“Not long after that, a friend came to me in need of a healer, her friend had broken his leg in a cave. I went with her and discovered Jahan, a boy that owned a shop I had met once before, with a broken leg. And… he had discovered a dungeon! After healing him, I thought about how I needed… more… I needed more power, more skill, to be able to deal with Lilly and Father, so I followed Jahan into the dungeon. It taught me a lot… but, it did not give me what I needed, I guess. I continued my investigation, keeping my father in the dark about the dangers. I did not want him interfering and if I failed, I did not want to disappoint him again. I tried to keep Carmen up to date, even though I did not fully trust her. And then shit hit the fan.”
This was the part she would struggle with the most, detailing her confinement. She took another deep breath, ashamed of herself for falling into enemy hands so easily.
“I was shadowing Elric, we went to visit the port towns. On the way back from Portsmouth, I kept falling asleep. I had not been sleeping much, so I did not think anything of it. As we neared Remano, I passed out again and when I woke up, I was tied to a chair, stripped of all my weapons, my wand, everything magical at my disposal. It was then I found out what had happened to mother. She… she had followed Lilly into the hidden passage, thought she was a lost child. And Lilly… she… oh, fuck, she killed her and it was horrible. They made me watch, every second of it. And then, then everything got… crazy. Elric kept putting up illusions and my mind, it was fuzzy… hazy. Something was not right. But he showed me… he showed me visions of myself, killing people. Killing my family, my friends, the children. Everyone I held dear to me. They tried to convince me that I was the one responsible for everything. And through it all, they kept me restrained and defenseless. I drifted in and out of consciousness. And then one day, I woke up, and I was on the floor… free! And Lilly was there and I remembered my resolution. I would not let her endanger anyone, ever again.”
She looked to Adamus, her teary eyes sparking with anger.
“That was what you walked in on, Father. That was what you were going to KILL me over! You believed HIM… over your own daughter! I was so weak, I was crawling on the floor, dragging myself to try and end that threat and your immediate reaction was to kill me! I was at his mercy for I don’t even know how long, but more than a few minutes, so I had an excuse to be broken and confused. You walked in and… HOW COULD YOU?!?!? I know I am a disappointment to the family, but I did not think you so eager to be rid of me!”
She was panting in anger, those years of feeling like she would never accomplish anything, that she would always disappoint, would be the black sheep of the Negri family, crashing in. Some part of her mind recognized that the set-up Elric had in place had made the situation look dire and her father’s reaction had been in the heat of the moment, but the hurt would not be ignored.
“I may one day find it in me to forgive you, but I will never forget that you were about to kill me. I want you to leave. Now. I cannot stand the thought that my own father was about to take my life.”
Adamus’ face was a flurry of emotions through the tale and the words at the end made his throat lock up. She was right. He had almost killed her. He did not know how to handle that, how to process he had nearly taken her life. If it had not been for the other two men in the room, he would have succeeded. Hanging his head in shame, he accepted her berating words. Glancing to Azix and Garret, he would offer quiet words.
“I thank you two for coming when you did. You both saved my daughter’s life. Ella… I… Saying I am sorry is not enough. But one day, I hope you might be able to forgive. I… I am sorry.”
With those words, he brushed past Garret to leave the room, leaning against the wall outside to gather himself. It would not do for anyone to see him break down in tears.
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