Ayero fiddled with the ink quill between her fingers, staring down at the blank parchment with a look of disdain. It was as if it was the paper’s fault that she couldn’t figure out what to write, or so one would assume from the way she was glaring at it. With a sigh of frustration, the Fanalis woman dropped the pen unceremoniously into the ink well and sat back in her chair, arms folded across her chest. Eyelids fluttered closed as her chest rose and fell with controlled, consciously willing herself to calm down.
It’s just a letter. Ayero absently tugged at the sleeve of her Kou-styled top, fiddling with the loose material where it flared out at the end. Light from the window spilled onto the floor, a few stray beams catching her crimson hair and illuminating her locks. Why am I having such a hard time?
Pushing herself back from the desk, Ayero stood and drifted over to the window. The setting sun complimented the natural pastel tones of the sky, making it a picturesque scene of serenity and calm. Unfortunately, Ayero’s Fanalis temper began to leak into her normally collected façade, preventing her from taking in the beauty around her. With a grunt of irritation, the young warrior yanked the curtains closed and walked back to the desk, her steps heavy and deliberate.
With a bit of a dramatic sigh Ayero flopped down into the chair before tilting it back with her weight, resting her legs on the desk with her arms once again crossed over her chest. It had only been a week since she and Azix had returned from their adventure in Eligos, and every night since then she had tried to write letters back home. But the Fanalis knew that she wasn’t running into traditional writer’s block. She had so many things to say, but had never really had the opportunity—or the need—to communicate them on paper.
She wasn’t entirely illiterate. Ayero had spent the first twelve years of her life living in a tiny, isolated mountain village. There was no need for books or writing instruments—words were for mouth, not paper and parchment. While she suspected that her father was literate, it didn’t have much use in rough mountain life. On her travels she had been taught the basics of reading and writing by a few more educated members of the caravan she had lived with for a few years, but the Fanalis hardly practiced her literacy skills. Beyond reading signs and maps, what need did she have for them? And so they remained rudimentary.
But sometime after the war, Ayero had begun to realize the importance of a proper education. Certain paths were unlocked—safer, more comfortable ways of life—when one was educated. She had made the decision to send Vin to school with this in mind, not wanting the boy to be limited in his choices as she had been. If he wanted to become a swordsman or join the military like her, then he would be able to—but only after he had completed his studies.
Maybe I should ask someone to write them for me. Ayero entertained the thought for a few moments, mentally sifting through the faces she had met in Kou. I doubt Yusuf can write better than I can. And Hojo… While she trusted the man to a degree and enjoyed sharing a cup of tea and a conversation with him, she wasn’t exactly comfortable revealing what she believed to be one of her more intimate weaknesses to him.
Glancing over at the pile of book and scrolls the Lieutenant had loaned her, Ayero almost snorted. She had been studying military strategy alongside him, and the man had generously given her some documents and guides to read. She didn’t have the heart to tactfully explain that they were all likely above her reading level, but accepted them graciously. They had since been collecting dust on the corner of her desk, and Ayero insisted she learned better from listening and seeing rather than reading.
Chewing at her lower lip, the young woman tilted her head back in thought. No, she couldn’t ask Hojo. Perhaps she should seek out Ariella or Azix—she considered the two to be among her closest friends, and well-educated to boot. Though she would be a little embarrassed in asking for help, she knew that she could trust them.
Taking in a breath, Ayero stood from her seat and began to roll up the parchment, her heart aching at the thought of putting off the letters to Vin and Octavius yet another day. Maybe some tea before bed would help…
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It’s just a letter. Ayero absently tugged at the sleeve of her Kou-styled top, fiddling with the loose material where it flared out at the end. Light from the window spilled onto the floor, a few stray beams catching her crimson hair and illuminating her locks. Why am I having such a hard time?
Pushing herself back from the desk, Ayero stood and drifted over to the window. The setting sun complimented the natural pastel tones of the sky, making it a picturesque scene of serenity and calm. Unfortunately, Ayero’s Fanalis temper began to leak into her normally collected façade, preventing her from taking in the beauty around her. With a grunt of irritation, the young warrior yanked the curtains closed and walked back to the desk, her steps heavy and deliberate.
With a bit of a dramatic sigh Ayero flopped down into the chair before tilting it back with her weight, resting her legs on the desk with her arms once again crossed over her chest. It had only been a week since she and Azix had returned from their adventure in Eligos, and every night since then she had tried to write letters back home. But the Fanalis knew that she wasn’t running into traditional writer’s block. She had so many things to say, but had never really had the opportunity—or the need—to communicate them on paper.
She wasn’t entirely illiterate. Ayero had spent the first twelve years of her life living in a tiny, isolated mountain village. There was no need for books or writing instruments—words were for mouth, not paper and parchment. While she suspected that her father was literate, it didn’t have much use in rough mountain life. On her travels she had been taught the basics of reading and writing by a few more educated members of the caravan she had lived with for a few years, but the Fanalis hardly practiced her literacy skills. Beyond reading signs and maps, what need did she have for them? And so they remained rudimentary.
But sometime after the war, Ayero had begun to realize the importance of a proper education. Certain paths were unlocked—safer, more comfortable ways of life—when one was educated. She had made the decision to send Vin to school with this in mind, not wanting the boy to be limited in his choices as she had been. If he wanted to become a swordsman or join the military like her, then he would be able to—but only after he had completed his studies.
Maybe I should ask someone to write them for me. Ayero entertained the thought for a few moments, mentally sifting through the faces she had met in Kou. I doubt Yusuf can write better than I can. And Hojo… While she trusted the man to a degree and enjoyed sharing a cup of tea and a conversation with him, she wasn’t exactly comfortable revealing what she believed to be one of her more intimate weaknesses to him.
Glancing over at the pile of book and scrolls the Lieutenant had loaned her, Ayero almost snorted. She had been studying military strategy alongside him, and the man had generously given her some documents and guides to read. She didn’t have the heart to tactfully explain that they were all likely above her reading level, but accepted them graciously. They had since been collecting dust on the corner of her desk, and Ayero insisted she learned better from listening and seeing rather than reading.
Chewing at her lower lip, the young woman tilted her head back in thought. No, she couldn’t ask Hojo. Perhaps she should seek out Ariella or Azix—she considered the two to be among her closest friends, and well-educated to boot. Though she would be a little embarrassed in asking for help, she knew that she could trust them.
Taking in a breath, Ayero stood from her seat and began to roll up the parchment, her heart aching at the thought of putting off the letters to Vin and Octavius yet another day. Maybe some tea before bed would help…
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