"Requiem Jynx..." Noir repeated Lagi's new name, it was a little bit sad to call him with different name now that she was finally able to see him again. But it couldn't be helped, she had to respect the man's wish, however Noir would remember his true name, holding it close to her heart as he was one of her most important friends. So in the future, when he decided to use his old name back, Noir would be the among the first people who will be calling him by his original name, she would be waiting no matter how long it would take. The female magician felt a little bit ironic actually, most of closest friends... all of those important person in her life... was either went missing... meeeting their own death... and went through a dark path... alone, refusing any helps... But there was nothing she could do.
As Lagi talk to her, Noir would look towards his face, peering into his eyes, trying to understand what he felt at the moment. It pained her, the same as when Lance had the same pain in his eyes because of what his father did... the same pain, that man had when Noir helped him to kill the father... Her heart ached a little, wondering why people...had to live like this... Why people should feel pain... some chose to embrace the pain and perhaps Noir was one among the other to do it... but some other, chose to kill the pain, killing themselves... losing their own identity... until they couldn't tell the purpose of their life anymore as their mind became distorted. Wasn't that scary... to live like that...?
She couldn't really say anything, Noir knew it was not her place to say anything. She, didn't experience what the man experienced, she didn't know how the man felt before he decided to take a new identity, she knew nothing... and that was why, she would listen to Lagi quietly. She wanted to stay quiet as she listened more to what Lagi had to say, but she....couldn't. There was a little bit sadness she was feeling within her when Lagi said all of those good things to her, it should have been his place, his role... but it wasn't... not anymore according to him.
"But I--" Noir paused, choked on her voice. It really felt like this was going to be the last time they would meet as a friend, he made it sound like... they were going to be enemy the next time they met...
"I dont know how I should....feel." Noir stared at Lagi as she began to let the tears dropped from her eyes.
"I... I feel sad. I can feel... your pain, you sounded so painful..." She was confused with her own crying, she couldnt control her emotion and tears kept coming out.
"I dont want to stop you... Dont be proud of me... please..." She said as she covered her eyes, hated to show that she was crying, but she couldnt stop it.
"You are still him for me, Jynx... you will always be him in my eyes. So please, don't say it like you want someone to end your life. I dont want to lose anymore friends... you are one of my dearest friends... the remaining one..." Noir knew it would be pointless to say that, deep inside she knew that eventually she had to bid her farewell to this man, to her mentor... her inspiration... the man who said he was proud of her for coming this far...