I;m going to keep this drama free. Duquin has disresptected me for the last time. Uusually when i talk, i bring up topics in a debatable tone or an agressive tone, whatever kind of time you think you can take from me by reading text. Go eahead, but you know wha, that's just me being passonate.
That's my day job slipping in as a journalist, providing a devi;s advocate, asking questions, tying to understand. One of the many reasons why i'm busy besides personal life and how i'm still trying. I don't come off to be a dick, im naturally skeptical and i question everything.
I'll be honest with you, i dont like the direction of the site, i dont like where it's going. After all of these changes, Yaku wants to step down, and all i have is the latent fear that the site gets flipped on it's ass for a second time because the new admin wants to envision their own "vision". Too much, too fast, too soon, that's how i tryuly felt.
But i stayed because i felt like i had a talent for being a plot mod. I all i ever fucking do is report stories and interview people, and thenwrite on like 4 other roleplays depending on my mood, with this at the tip when i can help it. I only slowed down, ONLY, BECAUSE I WAS REVAMPING MYSELF.
My nearest interaction as a plot mod was giving the edge of Zadi's military suppliments that i had every intention to run for him, but i'm not sure if he wants me to do it anymore.
Regardless of whenever we met or not, all of you deserve an apology. I feel like i let you down, i feel like you deserve more and i could have crafted amazing ideas to bring life back into my favorite fucking hobby.
Every since i got here, period... i always bumped heads with yaku, he was highly disrespectful earlier and made some outrageous statements while misunderstanding the intent of my words. From years...YEARS... an already embedded outlook from me, that hasn't changed. You can't work with people like that, not if they only see you in that way.
New staff, prospering current staff.. you guys are great, i had the honor of threading with amazing people in order to build our own canon that we all could equally love and enjoy.
It was never about me, it was never about me trying to run the site. I only wanted what's best for the site and who can do the best job for the site. You don't have to believe me, but i swear to god, that's all i wanted.
With that being said, it would be best if someone that didn't clash so much or that wasn't as objective as me, would do the plot mod job instead.
AS for my money and items, it's free, up for grabs.
I just want to make it an equal share out towards active members. I don't know if i want to part with my ruler gem because of nostalgia at best, but everything else is fair.
Little kiddies and newbies first, i feel like they would appreciate the powerup. I can appreciate staff to make the proper transfers and transitions, i didn't revamp any of the tools so it's up to you.
Post here and let me know..i dontneed a sob story of goodbyes, just let me know what you want and continue with your adventure!
That's my day job slipping in as a journalist, providing a devi;s advocate, asking questions, tying to understand. One of the many reasons why i'm busy besides personal life and how i'm still trying. I don't come off to be a dick, im naturally skeptical and i question everything.
I'll be honest with you, i dont like the direction of the site, i dont like where it's going. After all of these changes, Yaku wants to step down, and all i have is the latent fear that the site gets flipped on it's ass for a second time because the new admin wants to envision their own "vision". Too much, too fast, too soon, that's how i tryuly felt.
But i stayed because i felt like i had a talent for being a plot mod. I all i ever fucking do is report stories and interview people, and thenwrite on like 4 other roleplays depending on my mood, with this at the tip when i can help it. I only slowed down, ONLY, BECAUSE I WAS REVAMPING MYSELF.
My nearest interaction as a plot mod was giving the edge of Zadi's military suppliments that i had every intention to run for him, but i'm not sure if he wants me to do it anymore.
Regardless of whenever we met or not, all of you deserve an apology. I feel like i let you down, i feel like you deserve more and i could have crafted amazing ideas to bring life back into my favorite fucking hobby.
Every since i got here, period... i always bumped heads with yaku, he was highly disrespectful earlier and made some outrageous statements while misunderstanding the intent of my words. From years...YEARS... an already embedded outlook from me, that hasn't changed. You can't work with people like that, not if they only see you in that way.
New staff, prospering current staff.. you guys are great, i had the honor of threading with amazing people in order to build our own canon that we all could equally love and enjoy.
It was never about me, it was never about me trying to run the site. I only wanted what's best for the site and who can do the best job for the site. You don't have to believe me, but i swear to god, that's all i wanted.
With that being said, it would be best if someone that didn't clash so much or that wasn't as objective as me, would do the plot mod job instead.
AS for my money and items, it's free, up for grabs.
I just want to make it an equal share out towards active members. I don't know if i want to part with my ruler gem because of nostalgia at best, but everything else is fair.
Little kiddies and newbies first, i feel like they would appreciate the powerup. I can appreciate staff to make the proper transfers and transitions, i didn't revamp any of the tools so it's up to you.
Post here and let me know..i dontneed a sob story of goodbyes, just let me know what you want and continue with your adventure!