ugh... okay, so no. i'm not leaving. i'm just... i think i'm gonna take a sort of 'sick' leave from my duties as staff. i mean, i'll still take care of the ac - that i actually have the energy to do - but truth be told, i've been having some sleep problems for a long time now. and i'm not saying its the site's fault or anything, but because of those sleep problems, i just don't have the energy to grade abilities n stuff. i'm exhausted and i'm worn out. specifically, i'm exhausted and worn at nitpicking at everything. nitpicking takes a special kind of energy - one that usually i can force to work through sheer will, but rn my sleep problems are not helping shit.
that being said, things like writing creatively doesn't take that nitpicky sort of energy so don't think my activity is gonna flop (wait it's already a flop nvm). just don't expect me to grade your abilities unless i somehow muster the energy to somehow read it, have the energy to nitpick at it, and write a response to it. and i probably won't let jobs sit even now, but i may take a day or two to muster the energy to grade it.
once we have a new admin, i'll probably stop being a bum and kick into high gear. hopefully, by that time i'll have seen a sleep specialist n stuff.
but anyway yeah. i'll hang around still, don't worry. just expect me to go a lot slower as i try to do shit with what little energy i have left x_x.
~ ariel-chan
that being said, things like writing creatively doesn't take that nitpicky sort of energy so don't think my activity is gonna flop (wait it's already a flop nvm). just don't expect me to grade your abilities unless i somehow muster the energy to somehow read it, have the energy to nitpick at it, and write a response to it. and i probably won't let jobs sit even now, but i may take a day or two to muster the energy to grade it.
once we have a new admin, i'll probably stop being a bum and kick into high gear. hopefully, by that time i'll have seen a sleep specialist n stuff.
but anyway yeah. i'll hang around still, don't worry. just expect me to go a lot slower as i try to do shit with what little energy i have left x_x.
~ ariel-chan